How I knew I was gay at 10 – Doyin Okupe’s son reveals his story

In his latest interview, Bolu Okupe, a son of former presidential aide, Dr. Doyin Okupe, speaks to AFEEZ HANAFI on his sexual orientation as a gay and his father’s remarks…

Your dad, in two separate Facebook posts, expressed a strong belief that you would reconsider your sexual orientation as a gay someday. What is your view on this?

Sexual orientation is not something that one can “reconsider”. This is the way I am and it is the way I have always been and will always be. I and many others in the LGBTQ (Lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and queer) community were born the way we are, many may not understand this but stop and think for a second, why would we intentionally choose this lifestyle when we know that we will be ridiculed and shamed by society? I do hope that one day we can, as Nigerians and Africans, get to the point where we love and accept each other regardless of things such as sexual orientation.

Your father equally said your sexual status is anti-Christ. How do you feel about it?

I will just say that I love and appreciate every one of my family members, my father-inclusive, because if not for him, I definitely would not be able to live the life that I currently live. So, I will never utter anything disrespectful (to him) on any platform. With regard to homosexuality being anti-Christ, this is not incorrect, as many have pointed out to me. It is clearly forbidden in the Bible; however, I would like to also mention that there are a lot of things that are also forbidden in the Bible that many Christians partake in. So, it confuses me why people of the Christian religion feel like they can pick and choose what to be morally superior about.

Considering the fact that your father was part of the ex-President Goodluck Jonathan-led administration that passed anti-gay law in Nigeria, do you have any regrets?

I do not have any regrets about coming out. Whether people like it or not, it (the law) has started a discussion on this topic within the Nigerian atmosphere that was necessary. Being gay is not “Western” or “European.” There are many gay people in Nigeria, they just do not have the ability to openly live that way due to fear of criticism and judgments similar to the reactions that I received. I hope one day homosexuality can be decriminalised in Nigeria. However, I know that we have a long way to go before we get there.

Why did you choose to be gay?

I did not choose to be gay. No one chooses their sexual orientation. The same way people do not choose to be straight, you just know.

At what point did it occur to you that you’re one?

From the age of 10 or 11 I knew I was different, and if you speak to more people in the LGBTQ community they will tell you the same thing, it starts around pre-puberty years. We would progress more as a society if we spoke more to each other and judged less. If people take time to have conversations with people of the LGBT community and understand their point of view and perspectives, you will realise that most of us are really not trying to harm anyone and there is no “agenda.” We simply just want to exist and be entitled to the same basic human rights as everyone else.

By being gay, does that mean you don’t want to have children?

I will have my own children and a beautiful family someday. There are many ways for gay men to have children such as In Vitro Fertilisation or even through adoption.

Do you think your orientation an change if you relocate to Nigeria where homosexuality is abhorred?

My orientation can never change. As I stated before, if I was still living in Nigeria I would likely be living the same way all the millions of gay men there live, in secrecy. What happens in Nigeria is that many gay men lead a double life and this is not a life that I want for myself. Our time on this earth is short and limited and you don’t want to waste it living a lie or pretending to be something that you are not. There are also many Nigerian women who are married to gay men and basically their whole lives and marriages are a complete sham. Some know some don’t, but I would never be able to do that to another human.

Meanwhile, some Nigerians on social media have reacted to the sexuality of the son of a former presidential aide, Dr Doyin Okupe, who on Thursday took to his Instagram page to announce to his followers that he is gay.

Okupe, who served under former Presidents Olusegun Obasanjo and Goodluck Jonathan, said as an evangelist, he would never accept homosexuality as it is at variance with Christian values. This has generated a lot of controversies on social media with some people saying the son was influenced by the culture abroad.

Kus-p Chukwuemeka on Facebook wrote, “Great Dad, may God see him and you through…these are some of the effects of sending children abroad or far from you as parents, for studies or whatever, especially during their formation period. You end up welcoming back home a total stranger.”

“Well, I respect him as a good father, but it’s hard to control children who live outside Africa because they know everything about their right, there’s nothing he can do about it, he can only advise or disown him,” Ayobami Darkdot Arsenalholic wrote.

@shalamanh tweeted, “Spiritual challenge is a relative term, It depends on your definition. I see being “gay” as a choice.”

@Nosakhare777 said, “You can only be a father to your son. What he decides to do should not change your love for him. Just keep praying for him.”